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let's start with me... myself xiao fei...

my life seem to be getting worse and worse...

live a life with a lot of stress, less sleep, hot, lonely, pressure...

what happen exactly??? can i know all about that???

who can really support me and keep going with me???

i m falling apart and apart from this world...

frens do it really important to me???

i dun tink so... i mean lover is the one who never been replaced by everyone else in the world...

support me and give me a smile ok??

what i need is all about happiness...

i love to see anyone happy and good mood...

hahax...

to my beloved bb...

sorry my dear...

recently i dunno y will become like that...

maybe too stressful about my life and make me everyday like moody...

sorry... doesn't give u good feeling recently...

my temper bad oso...

haizz...

i seriously dunno what happen to me oso...

haizzz...

sorry for everything i done for u recently...

can i ask u one question here??

m i really damn bad as u think???

y oways make me feel that i m bad in ur heart??

did i do something wrong very serious that u cant forgive me??

y u oways remember my bad thing and did remember i done sth for u oso??

sorry... my attritube very poor...

sometime ur smile is my cure...

ur smile can bring me up into a happy life...

what i need is ur smile...

but recently, u doen't seem to be happy...

maybe i m annoying... sorry...

if u dun like my behavior u can tell me...

i can try hard to change everything..

bb, i ald give u freedom ...

from now on, u can do whatever u like...

all i need is u urself happy...

cuz i cant tight u so hard for whole life...

or else i feel that i m too selfish...

sorry recently, i maybe too tired...

stress pressure...

sorry for everything...

u said i dun like to talk to u anymore...

no, i disagree that... cuz i like to tok to u...

i like to become silly in front of u and make u laugh...

sometime i just tired so have to be quiet and beware on the road...

sorry...

haizzz...

sorry bb...

sorry that i cant be perfect all the time...

sorry that i cant give u everything...

sorry that i m annoying...

sorry...

i know u dun like to talk about ur future...

but, sometime i worry about u u know??

so i just keep reminding u about ur future...

so that u got ur planning...

sorry for annoying u ...

lastly, damn sorry about ur birthday...

i din give u any surprise...

i know u a bit down...

haizz..

i will try to replace ur birthday another day...

wait me got money 1st ok??

hahax...

and sorry to throw my bad temper all the time...

in this relationship most probably is my fault..

is my side do wrong thing...

sorry...

i dun wan ur forgiveness...

i just feel unfair to u...

gf gf gf suppose to treat her like that 1???

i think i m the one who wrong...

sorry for my selfishness...

k lar...

i wan sleep le lor... nitez ya...

tonite never give u a kiss before sleep...

cuz u hang up my fon ...

hopefully everything is fine...

keep going v ur life...

my bb... cute rite?? love her ya...

bb...

sorry lar...
make u so sad recently...
i really dunno what should i do....
i realize that our relationship becoming worse than last time...
haizz... we try to get back as last time ok??
250808... i dunno wan let the memory end...
i wan continue our story at here... and my brain...
izzit we capable to do it??
ask urself... do u really love me as last time??
i m clearly awake...
i know i love u by now...
really...
trust me ok??
ok lar... going to slp le lor..
nitez ya...
xiao b...

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

i got a lot of sorry to tell everybody...

i got so much thing happen to me recently...

sorry again and again...

doesn't seem to be make use of solve everything...

life is hard... i admit... i scare to face anything tmr...

i scare tmr coming... i scare the sun rising up for the next time...

life... life... life...

y must it all this happen to me??

y must it make me scare??

sorry...

jul... i m the one who oways break the promise to me...

we seem doesn't get to original point again..

how how how...

my mind keep spliting.

i scare to face u again...

i scare to hurt u again...

sorry... hurt u actually is hurting me too...

haizz...

sometime in my life...

it best to let certain thing go...

but... i really dun wan she go...

she leave....

sorry...

i just scare to face her...

i m nth in her heart...

haizz...

when u come back, i dun dare to promise anything anymore...

sorry...i just scare ur fragile heart broke again...

i love u so much...

much more than anything else...

hope u know...

i got accident last nite...

i m drive... and my frens car crash...

i dunno how...

i feel guilty...

i owe him so much...

i cant really get rid of myself...

sorry...

hope u forgive me from ur true heart...

that's all..

hope u still treat me as a friend...

sorry...

not in a real mood...

life... again...

hope can live with strong...

life seem to be getting worse and worse...

and it's really fucking bored..

when will be my boredom go off??

school going to holidays soon...

and it's last two months...

damn long sia...

what to do in this holiday??

izzit keep slacking??

i cant really slack from now on...

cuz i m going to year 2 ald...

i wan graduate without any delay...

when when when, can i awake from my life now??

life seem to be meaningless without her here...

NS has been took me to the worse situation..

without her encouragement, without her smell...

i cant really do well in everything ... even eating...

i miss her a lot a lot and a lot...

haizz...

when she will come back to my life again??

i keep waiting... hopefully it's asap...

valentine day coming...

i think i emo at home better...

i m fucking hate to see all couples enjoying themselve while i m alone...

sorry... i really cant control my emotional...

anyway, happy valentine day to all of u...

love ya...

gonna start school soon ya...

hopefully everything is easier to pass...

hopefully time when studying pass soon...

cuz...

i wan holiday....

hahax...

cuz

jia you for this term...

i m here without juliana...

gambatte...

we struggle hard for our acheivement ya...

muacckss...

love juliana...

To: my small bb...

baby, i love u anyway...

here my promise made tonite

u can count on me for life

that's when i love u

when nth u do can change my mind

the more i learn, the more i love

the more heart can get enough

that when i love u i love u no matter wat...

bb... u leaving me for NS on sunday...

this is a hard time for us...

which i couldn't accept it...

cuz

i will miss u, very very miss u...

bb... if can, can u pls dun go...

i m very she bu de ni ar...

suddenly, my life become so empty...

nobody make fun v me, nobody have lunch v me

nobody wait for me at jb on friday, nobody hug me tightly

nobody kiss me, nobody hanging out v me...

bb... i miss the feeling that u give me every time...

bb... just hope that the three month time will pass as fast as it could...

just hope that everything still the the original point when u r back...

just hope that nth happen when u go for ur NS...

bb..

I m here to wait for u to come back...

i will remain as prefect as i m when u come back...

and i promise u, i will stay healthy and take care of myself when u r not around ok??

u promise me too ok??

to only u:

i love u

i miss u

From: ur big bb... Muackss :)